im different chinese. i duno whether or not they like it or not. i know few chinese gals dun like me cos they think the way i speak is "loud"-- oh well, i speak what i think, i dont like to hide my feelings, to pretend, to suck up...in some ways, i dun have much common friends, but on the other hand, i have true friends that I can keep for the rest in my life. so, more common friends or more true friends? =P i dont like being outstanding or different, but it is just me. I like number 4, i like to do things that Asians like to do--talking bout death. I once told my friend i wanna pay my own funeral at age 40, hell know they think im crazy, am i? i have numbers of gay n lesbian friends.. i think they are cool, they LOVE each other.. i dont see there is a problem; if there WAS a problem, so what? love is love... but some my friends think im crazy for agreeing with that gay n lesbian thingy. so, is this my fault again? i dunno... i duno what the exact "different" you mean , but i know im not exact in their freqency..im happy. I know there is nothing wrong with me, i know im helping ppl, i know this better than that.. if they cant accept it, they should piss off =P
I would say that (last time) I care a lot for my friends. That's me. But as time passes by, I found out that it hurts if you are yourself too much. Sometimes, being pretentious protects you...
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GLC part 3 tmrw?!!!
sigh.....no internet connection at home , yet.....:(
gonne give it a miss again :P
yes i am different at work and i don't like it. i gotta act tougher and sometimes meaner becoz if i don't, i'll get bullied! :(
im different chinese.
i duno whether or not they like it or not. i know few chinese gals dun like me cos they think the way i speak is "loud"-- oh well, i speak what i think, i dont like to hide my feelings, to pretend, to suck up...in some ways, i dun have much common friends, but on the other hand, i have true friends that I can keep for the rest in my life. so, more common friends or more true friends? =P
i dont like being outstanding or different, but it is just me. I like number 4, i like to do things that Asians like to do--talking bout death. I once told my friend i wanna pay my own funeral at age 40, hell know they think im crazy, am i? i have numbers of gay n lesbian friends.. i think they are cool, they LOVE each other.. i dont see there is a problem; if there WAS a problem, so what? love is love... but some my friends think im crazy for agreeing with that gay n lesbian thingy. so, is this my fault again? i dunno...
i duno what the exact "different" you mean , but i know im not exact in their freqency..im happy. I know there is nothing wrong with me, i know im helping ppl, i know this better than that.. if they cant accept it, they should piss off =P
winn - why not get high speed internet connection by next week? The last GLC is next week, you know :))
eternity - I think that's the "prize" for being different *wink wink
cynthia - It sounds like something is going on here. Is it possible for you to join GLC 3? We'll talk more.
No worries.. =)
I would say that (last time) I care a lot for my friends. That's me. But as time passes by, I found out that it hurts if you are yourself too much. Sometimes, being pretentious protects you...
Just my two cents.
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